I found a lot of good-looking guys on Saturday night. Unfortunately, they were all at Below Zero - checking out all the other good-looking guys. We were there to celebrate Joseph's 40th birthday. Happy Birthday Joseph! I have such a great time going out with all my gay boyfriends. They tell me I'm gorgeous and fabulous and they are a ton of fun! Tony even said he would gladly cuddle with me. Aww. If only more straight guys were like that. I know, it is a little different. If a straight guy walks up to you and says nothing but "You're gorgeous!!" it sounds a lot like a come-on. Gay men can say it because we know it's not a proposition and they know we know. But straight guys can say nice things without seeming like they're just after something. A certain guy I've gone out with just says "Ready?" when he comes to the door. Doesn't tell me I look nice. Even if I know I do and I know he realizes it. I just need to hang out with the gay guys more. Even if I won't get any action. At least I'll have fun and feel appreciated.